More Birds

More Birds

Another New Studio

Having thought a lot about how and why I make work I came up with a rudimentary explanation. The process can be contrasted with an everyday activity like walking to work. If you do it a lot it can fall into a category of activity that fades from your consciousness. You complete it automatically because you start with an aim, know how to get there and you’ve done it before. The more you do it the less remarkable it becomes. If you apply this to making work you end up with repetition and formula. It is not that it is not possible to use this approach to creative work, it’s just that if you use repetition you need to maximise your awareness throughout the process so that you don’t get bored. If anyone reads this they’ll think “10,000 hours!” and other such bullshit, if you do the same thing repetitively for ten thousand hours without thinking you’ll be exactly where you were skills wise just a couple of years older.

The way I work is to start without an end in sight so that the journey itself is always new. Not knowing where I’m going is fundamental to my practice and I’ve always found that when I explain it every word I utter narrows the concept. It strikes me that explanation becomes a form of prompt writing for an AI. That actually might be worth trying?

I also had a thought when I was in a crit session with Michael Petry through my CAA professional mentoring course which was that teaching is a delicate act akin to challenging tightrope walkers while they’re performing. Some require very small nudges, some require the rope being vigorously shaken and some just need continual encouragement from the sidelines. The point is obviously that the difficulty of any form of teaching is that it’s about the learner and not the teacher. I don’t know where the relevance of this is but I’ve written it down now!

From another CAA masterclass, this one with Rebekah Tolley  I’m trying to think about not finishing things and why I prefer things to be unfinished. What I feel about the work changes minute to minute never mind over longer times so it’s difficult to be sure that the direction I’m going in is a direction at all. I refuse to articulate intention is as close as I can get to answer to one of her questions, “[what do] you refuse to explain in the work”. The agency of the work should be inherent in the encounter with it.

More Birds

Scaffold Birds

I’m making more birds.

The first thing to say about the sculpture is that it doesn’t work entirely the way I want it to. I like the flowering of the birds at the top of the structure but the tower itself is a bit too decorative – maybe paint it black?

I signed on to the ‘Willow’ AR platform and tried out a couple of options.

I also tried out a forest of ‘Scaffold Trees’ in VR with a maze.

while that was my focus I used time in the studio to look a little more closely at the things I didn’t like on some of the drawings, adding the leaves to the scaffold trees drawing and tidying up the wings on the drawings of crows.

More Birds

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Three Crows 300126

Single Crow 300126

Into February I made more birds.

More Birds

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I looked at the canopy of ‘Scaffold Trees’ and drew the form as if it were the wash created by the birds as they move through the air. This also references the scan of the Scaffold Tree that tends to solidify the bird forms as it can’t differentiate that well when scanned from the floor. The more abstract the forms become the more they give the impression of flight rather than bird.

I built a tower for the new wash and mounted it but decided to change the position at the top.

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Then last week I had my second Shingles vaccine! For some reason I’ve not reacted well to these so I was a bit off the pace for a couple of days. I started to make some drawings loosely based around the works in the studio, so even more birds.

Paint Drying 130226

This particular piece interprets the birds above the Scaffold Tree as forms in space and has led to a series of drawings as they seem to be more accurately what I’ve been chasing.

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The shapes birds make in the air 160226

I worked on the first drawing using Photoshop and then took those developments into physical drawing.

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The shape of a bird in the air 160226

The shape of a bird in the air 2 160226

I also painted the Bird Wash ready for mounting on the tower. No doubt next month there will be even more birds.

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Drawing

I’ve continued to draw every day;

The January drawings can be seen here

and the December images here

There is a link to the previous month’s Gallery on each page.

Or you can go the Galleries page on the top menu

The drawings are posted to  Instagram each day.

Explaining

Explaining

There is a fundamental problem with explaining your work to people in most contexts. The meaning you give in the particular moment would be a different meaning in any another. I think I mean I’m still struggling with the idea of praxis because it seems that the recognition of it is contingent.

In any case I am just about to complete another CAA course, this one a four week ‘crit’ course with David Risley  that has been particularly challenging because of the need to explain. I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to explain. The ‘crit’ itself moves the work into the realm of spoken or written language rather than the visual and that makes the work lesser in some manner.

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Notes on Woolgathering December 25

After a 1 to 1 talk with David Risley I made some notes about the way I might make ‘woolgathering’  more closely fit with the things I suggested about what I wanted it to say. Then I spent time putting that into practice and made a new video.

 

But I’m reluctant to talk about the work before or during the video, I think it needs to be seen first?

The most upsetting thing about this was that I really wanted to use this crit process to sort out the direction I wanted to take the birds in and I haven’t really talked about them at all.

Studio 01 12 2025

I started the month like this. This is the studio on the day of the 1 to 1, which lasted about fifteen minutes.

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Pigeons 5/12/25

I made this drawing between the 3rd and the 5th December.

Rooks 08/12/25

Then made this one on the 8th December. I managed to stretch the large sheets I made form cartridge and wallpaper paste so while the other two sheets were drying I made some other drawings.

Two Pigeons 10/12/25

This one of two pigeons and the next one of the left hand pigeon.

Single Pigeon 12/12/25

I also went along to ‘The Little Anarchist Bookshop‘ at ArtBomb where Terry Hudson is presenting an installation of his ethical woodland festival based workshops. Not entirely sure what I think about it but admire the motivation.

 

Birds and Trees

Birds and Trees

November has been all about birds and trees, mostly birds, mixed in with a lot of preparation for Open Studios on the last weekend of the month. After thinking about birds and trees last month I started to draw birds.

Birds and Trees

‘Scattering’ (geese) 10/11/25

This drawing of geese seemed the appropriate way to complete the first of the big drawings I laid backgrounds for in the last week. I made myself four large sheets for drawing, each made by using three A1 sheets of cartridge and using wallpaper paste to stick them together.

‘Jackdaw’ 14/11/25

I used these to make four drawings, starting with this one of a jackdaw.

‘Gull’ 12/11/25

Moving on to the seagull,

Birds and Trees

‘Pigeons’ (after Milton Avery) 12/11/25

While also working on the second, darker, sheet stretched last week to draw pigeons.

‘Rooks’ 14/11/25

‘Gulls’ 17/11/25

Then I a made the crows and the seagulls. I gave them a kind of order but in reality they tend tom get worked on concurrently and ordered according to completion rather than the beginning. The pigeons reference Milton Avery’s ‘Paris Pigeons’ from 1955.

I deliberately made these sheets to have a rough texture, it works better for some drawings than others, that gives the impression of the sky or of the breeze.

‘Dark Crows’ 19/11/25

I made two small drawings of crows above trees while I was thinking of rookeries and realising that my crow drawings are actually rooks.

Birds and Trees

‘Light Crows’ 19/11/25

It’s the splayed wing-tips!

‘a murder’ 19/11/25

This led to the big drawing ‘a murder’ with the birds rendered as gestural shapes against the yellowing sky.

‘Crows in flight’ 24/11/25

I made some black shapes from offcuts of styrofoam to mount and give the idea of rooks flying together.

I had a visit from some rooks, I assume, on the 25th November. We usually get one or two rooks or crows in the garden but this is the most I have seen at any one time. Maybe that’s what you get for thinking about birds and trees.

‘Crows in flight’ 11/25 detail

These are to be mounted above head height.

Studio 26/11/25 ‘the difference between birds and trees’ and ‘Crows in flight’

Then presented in conjunction with ‘the difference between birds and trees’.

Open Studio 29/11/25

Open Studio 29/11/25

Open Studio 29/11/25

These images are from the open weekend, 29th and 30th November. There were fewer visitors than last time, Saturday was miserable and rained all day. Sunday was better and I got a tentative sale and an offer of an exhibition next year.

More crows in flight 30/11/25

I did some drawing on both days, the small ones in response to requests for smaller works to buy. My intention was to separate them for framing but the birds seem to work well together.

The artist in the studio 30/11/25

Finally I got photographed by Mike Stubbs when he visited the studio on Sunday, somewhere between the Pub Landlord and Buster Bloodvessel.

Drawing

I’ve continued to draw every day;

The November drawings can be seen here

and the October images here

There is a link to the previous month’s Gallery on each page.

Or you can go the Galleries page on the top menu

The drawings are posted to  Instagram each day.