More Birds

More Birds

Another New Studio

Having thought a lot about how and why I make work I came up with a rudimentary explanation. The process can be contrasted with an everyday activity like walking to work. If you do it a lot it can fall into a category of activity that fades from your consciousness. You complete it automatically because you start with an aim, know how to get there and you’ve done it before. The more you do it the less remarkable it becomes. If you apply this to making work you end up with repetition and formula. It is not that it is not possible to use this approach to creative work, it’s just that if you use repetition you need to maximise your awareness throughout the process so that you don’t get bored. If anyone reads this they’ll think “10,000 hours!” and other such bullshit, if you do the same thing repetitively for ten thousand hours without thinking you’ll be exactly where you were skills wise just a couple of years older.

The way I work is to start without an end in sight so that the journey itself is always new. Not knowing where I’m going is fundamental to my practice and I’ve always found that when I explain it every word I utter narrows the concept. It strikes me that explanation becomes a form of prompt writing for an AI. That actually might be worth trying?

I also had a thought when I was in a crit session with Michael Petry through my CAA professional mentoring course which was that teaching is a delicate act akin to challenging tightrope walkers while they’re performing. Some require very small nudges, some require the rope being vigorously shaken and some just need continual encouragement from the sidelines. The point is obviously that the difficulty of any form of teaching is that it’s about the learner and not the teacher. I don’t know where the relevance of this is but I’ve written it down now!

From another CAA masterclass, this one with Rebekah Tolley  I’m trying to think about not finishing things and why I prefer things to be unfinished. What I feel about the work changes minute to minute never mind over longer times so it’s difficult to be sure that the direction I’m going in is a direction at all. I refuse to articulate intention is as close as I can get to answer to one of her questions, “[what do] you refuse to explain in the work”. The agency of the work should be inherent in the encounter with it.

More Birds

Scaffold Birds

I’m making more birds.

The first thing to say about the sculpture is that it doesn’t work entirely the way I want it to. I like the flowering of the birds at the top of the structure but the tower itself is a bit too decorative – maybe paint it black?

I signed on to the ‘Willow’ AR platform and tried out a couple of options.

I also tried out a forest of ‘Scaffold Trees’ in VR with a maze.

while that was my focus I used time in the studio to look a little more closely at the things I didn’t like on some of the drawings, adding the leaves to the scaffold trees drawing and tidying up the wings on the drawings of crows.

More Birds

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Three Crows 300126

Single Crow 300126

Into February I made more birds.

More Birds

Bird Wash armature 040226

Bird Wash covered 040226

I looked at the canopy of ‘Scaffold Trees’ and drew the form as if it were the wash created by the birds as they move through the air. This also references the scan of the Scaffold Tree that tends to solidify the bird forms as it can’t differentiate that well when scanned from the floor. The more abstract the forms become the more they give the impression of flight rather than bird.

I built a tower for the new wash and mounted it but decided to change the position at the top.

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Bird Wash drawing 1102026

Then last week I had my second Shingles vaccine! For some reason I’ve not reacted well to these so I was a bit off the pace for a couple of days. I started to make some drawings loosely based around the works in the studio, so even more birds.

Paint Drying 130226

This particular piece interprets the birds above the Scaffold Tree as forms in space and has led to a series of drawings as they seem to be more accurately what I’ve been chasing.

The shapes birds make in the air 2 160226

The shapes birds make in the air 160226

I worked on the first drawing using Photoshop and then took those developments into physical drawing.

more birds

The shape of a bird in the air 160226

The shape of a bird in the air 2 160226

I also painted the Bird Wash ready for mounting on the tower. No doubt next month there will be even more birds.

Bird Wash painted 180226

Drawing

I’ve continued to draw every day;

The January drawings can be seen here

and the December images here

There is a link to the previous month’s Gallery on each page.

Or you can go the Galleries page on the top menu

The drawings are posted to  Instagram each day.

The Burial of the Dead

The Burial of the Dead

Another New Studio

‘April is the cruellest month, breeding

Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing

Memory and desire, stirring

Dull roots with spring rain.’

TS Eliot: The Waste Land 

April has been a great big steaming waste of time. Everything I’ve tried has turned out badly and in the end I’ve had to put everything away and start again. I ended the month reading an article online that takes a very jaundiced view of the art school in the UK and is extremely difficult to argue with. 

d’Alancaisez, Pierre. ‘Art School Hotel California’. Elementy, no. 6 (2024). https://doi.org/10.52652/e.6.24.12.

The succession of photographs that follow present a view of my efforts over the month to prove to myself that I was active even though the evidence will be destroyed.

Horse Parts Template 04 April 2025

I drew out the parts on insulation foam

Horse Parts Cut Out 04 April 2025

Cut them out

Leg Parts Bandaged 09 April 2025

Wrapped them in plaster bandage – the mummification never mind the burial of the dead

Horse Body Bandaged 11 April 2025

Assembled the body, the problem is becoming more apparent I think

Horse Parts Positioned 14 April 2025

Positioned the parts, held them together with steel rod

Horse Parts Assembly 16 April 2025

Bandaged them again to hold the legas together as individual units

The burial of the dead

Horse Parts Head 18 April 2025

I’d already made the head and tail. Watched the whole piece fall apart because the joints won’t hold

Horse Parts Fixings 21 April 2025

Strengthened the joints so I could tighten them together

Horse Parts Connections 23 April 2025

Assembled the horse again and watched it collapse.

Horse Legs Remade 25 April 2025

Decided to join the two legs from each side of the horse together to see if I could build it differently

Horse legs abandoned 28 April 2025

Stopped flogging the dead horse when this failed, tidied the studio, reorganised so I could reach the blue foam.

The month wasn’t a total waste, I did this drawing at the satart of the month,

Mare and Foal 02 April 2025

and I made a small version of the horse to illustrate what I’m aiming for.

The Burial of the Dead

Circus Horse (after Seurat) 02 May 2025

Drawing

I’ve continued to draw every day;

The April drawings can be seen here

and the March images here

There is a link to the previous month’s Gallery on each page.

Or you can go the Galleries page on the top menu

The drawings are posted to  Instagram each day.

Too Much Space

Too Much Space

Another New Studio

I’m currently torn between the idea of having a strong narrative that is followed through a particular space and the idea of a truly non-narrative space that awaits the visitor to build a story. In a sense like Homo Sapiens Nikolaus Geyrhalter‘s film from 2016 where the earth is seen to be slowly reclaimed by nature. The construction of a story, or do I mean ‘meaning’?, from an experience is something I’d imagine most of us do all the time. I have found that visitors to my virtual environments find it extremely difficult, as if the media itself leaves them demanding to be led.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt5450084/

‘Solitary’ 03/01

At the beginning of the month I’d started this drawing while struggling with Unity, so I carried on. First washing then the background over in a filthy grey,

‘Solitary’ 06/01

then building the front tree back out and adding extra branches and twigs.

‘Solitary’ 08/01

Too Much Space

‘Solitary’ 13/01

Adding some lighter hues to the background between the trees and working to create a slight corona effect.

‘Solitary’ 31/01/25

In the end the tree, ‘Solitary’, looks like this and it might be finished.

Flower Painting 2 06/01

I worked over the second flower painting, darkening some of the background and adding depth.

Flowerbed 15/01

As I was still waiting for downloads at various parts of the month I started a new drawing from the flower bed.

Flowerbed 17/01

Flowerbed 20/01

The work is reaching for the multi layered and complex feeling of the overgrown bed while retaining sufficient separation between the plants. Also, hopefully, respecting the qualities of drawing with pastels.

Flowerbed 31/01

Still a lot of work required.

Abandoned Flower painting

Abandoned Flower Painting

Abandoned Flower Painting

I worked on a third square painting from the flower beds but it wouldn’t behave itself, three stages above and below the one I painted out, it’s white now.

Abandoned Flower Painting

Once I got to grips with the HDRP rendering in Unity I started to work through the scenes I wanted to place in ‘Woolgathering’

The first attempt at a meadow.

The second, attempting to get closer to the text of John Clare’s ‘Helpstone Green’

A walk up and down the hill in the second version.

And a very quick run through of the piece as it is at present. I’ve added the red gardens pieces into the mix as well at the back of the original garden. Ultimately there will be more development of that world as I move the sculptures and new ones I building now into the various scenes.

Drawing

I’ve continued to draw every day;

The January drawings can be seen here

and the December images here

There is a link to the previous month’s Gallery on each page.

The drawings are posted to  Instagram each day.